The Public’s ‘Splitting’ of Reality

I am trying to be as simple and plain spoken with all my ‘superiors’ as I possibly can since what I am telling them about confuses them so easily. As yet, I have apparently not been monosyllabic enough.

As you sit in public every day, fabricating your stories and assessing my thoughts, feelings and motivations for me, sharing all of your endless drivel with everyone you know, indulging yourselves with your constant boundary violating behaviours, try to focus on this while I continue to marvel at your lack of awareness:

What you are doing and what I ‘claim’ you are doing, are one and the same.

Your gossiping and evaluations of me and my life have been re-framed for me by the people at Homewood who started all of this in the first place as MY paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations. YOU’RE behavior as a group is declared to be MY ‘mental illness.” Do you STILL not get that even after years of covering the whole city and beyond with your own ridiculous ‘stories’?
In other words, the same event has been given dual meaning. This is the obvious duplicity which we psychiatrized people “think’ we see.

The first person in my own case to give it dual meaning was my protagonist who did this , as taught when heard as an instruction for power, in the so called ‘game’ concepts of his training by an ‘enlightenment’ group. I told many of you he was performing this , and told you what it was by NAME, long before I broke down under the stress and pressure. That occurred, as I predicted it could, in very specific language long before it happened, BECAUSE I could not get anyone to accept what I told them at face value.

Psychiatrists are trained not to accept anything at face value and now they are training the public to think the same way. It is a pretty scary business to be on the receiving end of this kind if thinking while knowing the ‘expert’ who thinks this way has unquestioned power and control over you.

This is all the ongoing result (effects) of my protagonist’s ‘switch.’ I couldn’t prove it concretely but I am lucky I even knew where to START looking. Most people would not have known. Yet even when I COULD prove it with concrete evidence tying it all together, (in 99) I was not heard, nor was it even acknowledged that I had spoken then either. Therefore, as shown inside his ‘game’ training, which he keeps secret to maintain his power, his ‘game’ with me as a target continues, having developed a life of it’s own in the community at large. That is also something I stated, including to my employers in the Guelph office at the time this was going on and before I ultimately broke down. In the ‘game’ jargon, this is expected to continue until every last person involved in this and acting as my ‘observers’ and assessors is ‘satisfied that I have performed perfectly.’ (As ‘trained seal’? as was the analogy used once overheard at Homewood ). I certainly feel like a ‘zoo animal’ which is also a contemptuous description of residential patients heard in many psychiatric hospitals by the ‘subjects’ presumed to be deaf, stupid, blind and not as ‘real’ as the zoo keepers.

You people who are gossiping and evaluating me and my life every day are still participating in what you were sucked into, just like you were then, and you STILL don’t see the connection between what you say and do en masse, and the destructive results to me, and others just like me, as your silenced, isolated and constantly invalidated targets.

To protect yourselves, you seem to like to continue to promote the fantasy that pretty much all of you are a higher consciousness than I am in this and that I am the least of all. The truth, though you don’t like it, is the opposite just as everything else in this is the opposite. This ‘oppositional’ stance taken used as the starting point, after the ‘switch’, is what creates this power, and what keeps it going.
So the reason your behaviour as a group, and my REPORTING back of your behaviour as a group, has been given dual meaning, making you ‘right’ and me ‘wrong’ is so that those who did it, and all who joined in can avoid ‘responsibility.’ That is one of the lines out of my protagonist’s ‘game.’ “It’s (the name of the organization means ‘it is’ I German) about responsibility.” This group behaviour and denial of it is the expected result. (Effect)

He is ‘at cause’ (jargon) and I am ‘at effect’ (jargon) and because y9u decided to take his ‘side’ you are also ‘at cause’ with him, which you deny since you consider yourselves to be ‘hiding’ from me.
You are also not aware that you are ‘at effect’ with me since he also manipulated you to create this outcome.

His ‘game’ is about ‘domination’ as stated inside the training, and he who started ‘It” is said to be ‘on top of the experience.’ (Dominating everyone)

It is group co-operation which allows all fascists of all systems to masquerade as ‘heroes’ or ‘messiahs’ which allows them to take control. This is also one of the lessons of my protagonists ‘game.’

This ‘game’ is, in my opinion, based, quite specifically, on the Nazi/Jew experience. The guy who wrote it and who is ‘on top’ of it all, is at the only point where ‘the two sides’ meet and are actually integrated as ‘one.’ Though many highly educated people see this man as a great philosopher with good intentions, I do not perceive him that way at all. I perceive him as a lost soul who made himself feel better about one side of his true identity, by identifying with the aggressor, who was hunting him, and all those like him and ‘levelling’ everyone with his hidden agenda of ‘total control.’ I think doing so made him feel safe as well as allowed him the expression of his suppressed rage. From the top of the metaphysical pyramid which he has recreated, everyone else is literally and metaphorically ‘beneath him.’ This is what he has ‘recreated out her in concrete reality. This training system is a demonstration of itself; an infinite loop.

It keeps going and growing by means of a metaphysical ‘schizo-genesis’ (recreation by fission) just like an atomic bomb on the physical level. He has brought the metaphysics of this to concrete reality. I believe that is just what he intended to do. We are either going to get it (understand it) or we are all going to get it. (The totally destructive, self-inflicted results of our failure to do so) In my opinion, this is what the one at the top is telling all his trainees to ‘choose.’

The proof of the metaphysical power of this is being demonstrated once again, right here, in the local version of this ‘recreation.’